Love of life!!

He used to think he can’t live without her. He’ll be suffocated to death without her. He tells her that he misses her and how she makes him mad with her beauty and smile. Her long shinny hair makes his heart flutter in abnormal beat. He could do anything just to catch a glance of her. Even lie to his mom and ignore the fact that Allah is watching him. He could go to any extreme in attaining her happiness. He had this feeling that at her single gesture he could sacrifice his life. In spite of all the love he had for her he had a wish deep inside him and an expectation that he should be loved in return. Loved the way he loves her. He was just like an ordinary boy of his time. Onset of adolescence bringing changes in his hormones and making him loose control over his thoughts.

While indulged in her thoughts he over see that his mom needs him because she couldn’t lift the heavy box on the counter and that her back aches and even ignores the call to prayer. Stupid fellow did not know Allah does not need his prayers instead he needs to pray to kneel down on his knees and do sajdah so that he’ll be forgiven for all of his disobedience against his mom and for all the prayers he missed and for all the Islamic rules he resisted. He ignored the two great love of his life who loved him the most and whom he never acknowledged.

And then came the moment of insight in his life. His love left him crying, he was on his knees in front of her, begging not to leave him but she left. That moment was a life changing moment that turned him upside down.

The veil had been lifted his eyes could clearly see the truths. When he was paying no heed to the call of prayer, being unthankful to Allah, disobeying his Mother then also his needs were being fulfilled without a word from his lips. He could breathe he could walk, he was in his perfect health Allah never disappointed him because it was HIS unconditional love for him. He never slept hungry, his wardrobe always remain tidy, there were hands to pray for him, there was a being in his house who soothed him in the shadow of her love from scorching pain given by his love this was his mothers love which was unconditional too. He then comprehended that true love does not have any expectations and never leave u at any cost.

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